My first day

Hmm... uhm.. Hullo.. After been so long since I did not update my old blog and thus i forgotten the link of my old blogspot, So I decided to create a new one. This IS THE NEW ONE.
Well, today writting this blog isnt a good day for me.. Im in a very weary mood writting this blog.. Everything seems so unclear, so confused... I dont want to give up... If i give up means Ima failure.. I will try until the minute i lost my breathe.
Then, how to expect " people" to understand me?? Did the "people" try to make a move to understand me? Well well well...i shoudnt have think of that way.. Perhaps i should think another way round in order to stop expecting, hoping as in these actions are NOTHING at all.. This is a new year of 2010.. I hope this year will work out this time.. Although there are many things happened to me this month but i shall take it as a new challenge.. Thereby i can feel much better... ... ... ...
Have to be extra Tough, and everything also need to be EXTRA!!!!! EXtra hardwork!!! EXtra!!! Be optimistic!!! No narrow!! Hmm!!!
Its late for me ady.. I Think i shall continue to write tomorrow if i got the time..... good night